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Back to the Ol' Drawing Board [Apr. 6th, 2008|05:41 pm]
Patricio
[Current Location |Back in C-Town]
[mood |blahdiscombobulated]
[music |Minus the Bear's Planet of Ice Album]

I find myself back to LJ again in order to contemplate the hardships over the past week.  Two years and once again, I get my heart broken.  But I'm not angry or anything.  As weird as it may sound, I'm glad I got out of it before it got worse (and mind you it was getting pretty bad already).  I moved back in my folks' place.  I don't know how long it will take to get readjusted and I don't know if I even want to stay here.  

And I'm not going back to where I was.  I've done that shit before in the past and that just got even worse.  So I think maybe living the single life might be the best thing for me right now.  

I am thankful to have my friends open their arms to me.  To pat me on the back and say, "Everything is going to be okay."  I regret not being able to be that guy for them in the past but I got your backs now yo.

My family, my co-workers, and my friends are the only things keeping me from doing something stupid.

I've been worried about my dad lately... I don't know what's going on with him but he's really sick and he's really stresse through the bullshit and goings-on at his job.

So if anybody wants to hang or something, just holler.  I'm seven digits away and unlike before, you will be answered.

Peace & chicken grease.

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