|Back to the Ol' Drawing Board
||[Apr. 6th, 2008|05:41 pm]
|||||Back in C-Town||]|
|||||Minus the Bear's Planet of Ice Album||]|
I find myself back to LJ again in order to contemplate the hardships over the past week. Two years and once again, I get my heart broken. But I'm not angry or anything. As weird as it may sound, I'm glad I got out of it before it got worse (and mind you it was getting pretty bad already). I moved back in my folks' place. I don't know how long it will take to get readjusted and I don't know if I even want to stay here.
And I'm not going back to where I was. I've done that shit before in the past and that just got even worse. So I think maybe living the single life might be the best thing for me right now.
I am thankful to have my friends open their arms to me. To pat me on the back and say, "Everything is going to be okay." I regret not being able to be that guy for them in the past but I got your backs now yo.
My family, my co-workers, and my friends are the only things keeping me from doing something stupid.
I've been worried about my dad lately... I don't know what's going on with him but he's really sick and he's really stresse through the bullshit and goings-on at his job.
So if anybody wants to hang or something, just holler. I'm seven digits away and unlike before, you will be answered.
Peace & chicken grease.